HAPPY2ndCHRISTMAS((:


my lil baby enjoyin lyke asif he's all ALONE ;) muacks . ` `

we had fun tho counting the minutes down to 12 when we were on da train heading back to simei .. hmm,, i went ovr to center pt n waited for baby tu knocked off whn 11 reaches n he onie come out @ onie 1120 which means ive gotto wait 4 an xtra 20mins n tts reallllly long cos many indians were walking here n dere staring lyke some fcuks which i felt so damn it larrr~

dar gaf mi many hugs&kisses which added quite alot more xcitement 2 it=/ hhaah n dar say im pretty tt nyte n that mks mi go even lala-ing . hahaha. didnt squeezed w dose indians or othrs cos we literally rushed la.dar hated da spray n stuff cos tat wil mk us stinked. hwever i feel
its okie cos its CHRISTMAS season n we dont hv tt everyday larh. ~

Anyway darling replaced fruitfloat wif icecreams larhh . i didnt had icecream bt had mu-chee?! instead. spelled this way? okay nvm. i had fun over all~

stayed ova ad his house n reached home 10+ on d 25th n dere i goes MERRYCHRISTMAS-ing ((:

going over to darling house for dinner when he comes bck from work..

PS:waiting is not very romantic larrrr~

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continue .. MERRY CHRISTMAS((:
8+ went ovr to his place tu hv dinner den stayed over ad his plc again.. had shots taken. he was oso playing maple..



anw.. on de 26th we had a big quarrel. hai i cant blame him but myself . im sucha fucked up bitch. really. i swear. sigh.
i dont fuckn hell geddit.why do i myself tohhongping hv tu destroy everything.
im sorry baby ; i promise i wont dissapoint eu anymore.i;ll b yr perfect darling;(
i missyou soo mcuh now. ;'(

i actually supposed to mit up w d' rest cos its shevone's bdae oso known as to celebrate an advanced christmas. bt everytink didnt turned up to b wad i xpected. its lik im sick again? d fever came back hunting mi again n aggaainn? fcuk bigg tyme. i was pratically lyin on d bed for d whole day.it jus sigh cos a day of mine just gone . feelin reckless la.. im glad im better nw n hopefully i wont missed out d outing w OEs tonite.

zz . okay i cried . everytink was xpected i tink. nvm. im owas d' lousy one.sighhhx.NVM-__-
lets cry bcos its ovr~ `ll plan again wads next. currently dun feel lyk doin anyting,jus some sleeps..... i tink i'l be lost.~ okie nvm....

i stil need dxo tmr ~

I think i'l upload those BBQ pics tmr cos im currently lazy and hey CHARLOTTE ; lynnettoyeoxinyi sent mi them alrd n if u wana geddi frm mi ya (: hohos. good luck tu eu tanpeisi for our results n im sure u sure can ged promoted .t hx btw for da skins eu got half of da credits n da rest shd go to mi n my postings=x hahas.. okay so im back frm dinner wif baby n his family ad kovan..far la..haas.went find him firs b4 set off to d resturant..it was a treat frm his grandpa(: on our way to amk we both were playn hving fun hugs & kisses.im missin it right nw larh sigh sigh ~ anyway going to his plc tmr mornin b4 goin to mit gfs ad tm or mayb sch.aww..results is jus abt less den a day's time..my hart seems pumpin fasta den usual~ dots~ act i dont know wd i reali want~-_____- okie if i didnt ged promoted.. den i'l jux hv to slack n slack n go to privates. n if i did get promoted..i'l go buy books n my new sku bag n shoes.haaasx~ Zz..everytink wil b out tmr. n hey pls i wont b goin to ite larhhhhhhh-___- (:
goooddd luckx to all dearies !

i;m missing baby lyke hell. he's working & his hp no batt. sigh. sigh sigh larh=( hvnt been tokin to him since..4??-.-'' n he's knockin off @ only 1015,hai=( dear pingping miss eu=(

Zzzzz. mon results. zZzzzz
i tink i cant mk it lah sigh but no matter what i wont cry(:
tk note of my good or maybe bad news ba ~ Zz..

Well. had OE's gathering on 12/12. it was indeed a las min planned one n i tot all wudnt be as smoothed .however there seems tu b a miracle when everytink did turned out beautifully.except that d seasoning of chicken sucks la..thx to my maid-.-im so fcukn sorry my dear operians~~okay we didnt ton. haha.mayb d next one la~~hoho....we did took alot of pics n im lik waiting for yeolynnettexinyi to send em' la^^ hahas. hope tu hv anothering gathering soon.(: hoho.missing !!

ya lah im lookin for 19thdxo n hope i wont dissappt myself,my dudes wont dissp mi n my mom won't too(:
cos i guess thats d las clubbin event for mi unless deres anymore up coming.. zZz.. MONDAY.QUICK!
dardar,i luv u muack..=)
upload pics sooonnnn;)

hadn't mentioned about the visit to siloso beach resort last monday. its a new built building eu see so eventually da price for a room 4 a nyte goes up to 100+ n we've got two..so wif dose gst service changes n stuff it did went up to quite high. hw mani nytes can eu & i booked for chalets ad downtown?! however,dear & family stil booked it to relax so everyting was really wonderful.
so hw cant we probably missed out each other? (:




how wil i ever missed out snapping pics of him?



to end of da day on 5th dec,,we had another 2 shots;)




ok anyway it was really a nice moment lah. i hope we can actuali stay longa.
hmph. i hope ma boi n i can n always wil rememb tt moment <3*
i love him l0tsx.

no more mos 4 tonyte.definitely it had adversely affected mi like shit. had been awaitn like hell n in de end im nt able 2 b der.sighs. mom dont allow cos he wont b der.i know shes just worried...but zz..

n i tot w.o gg to mos she wil stil b dere. but she met him instead. n im lik totally shitty here.

[[you]]
u knew da bes tt i luved ya n cudn dare 2 imagine a day w/o yr presence.
hw wil i ever wanto imagne.......
i hadnt been a gr8 gf.
i couldnt gave in to everytin eu wan mi.
w.o me.
u;l recover tt happiness tt longed 2 b yrs.
i;m sorry.

what kinda changes wil dere be when 2007 arrives.

ive gotta sudden bang,
i dont feel lik being promoted again.

wtf is wrong w mi ?

why had it al happened bcos of a guy?
wad kinda drug did ya gaf mi tt im so addicted.
why cant i jus imagine a day w.o eu.
why issit so hard to adapt to what u really want.

why.
why has it b mi to do al da changes.

whad kinda fcukn changes do eu wanto c in mi..

i started to get a lil worked up or shal say worried abt da cuming results on 18dec. tts abt few weeks ahead tho but i can feel tt kinda fear within me. what had happened? isnt it gd nt to face books anymore?n work for bread instead or shopping sprees? life w/o books shd b as cool i THOUGHT . but tinks changes n i dont tink tats true anymore . i dont tink i wud wana work ad such young age n had lil knowledge. i tink carrying a bag going to sch suits mi more. but what if. WHAT IF i dont moved on 2 sec5s? arghs. alryte shall i jux wait for money 2 fall instead or what. i'l go private no worries but coping on alone isnt a simple task.so i sincerely hope i can ged promoted... *many prays*if onie i had been down to earth since las jan . so i neednt hafta worry here like some shit-ass-es. I stil tink i'l get lost if i dont moved on to sec5s.

seeing 2006 grads in tpss moved mi, no idea for why but i feel its kinda..unbearable. those sec4s xpress 5nas..whn r we meeting again? we're nt gona hv recess tog n those wednesdays assembly..its kinda sad tho. Zzz .

its saturday n im back frm half day work. sun's my offday n yay can mit jieyong;) missing him like shit ue noe? hohos. moving on to o2jam; be backs;d

was moody,teary for d' whole of las late nyte untill when 4pm strikes da next day. time 4 mi was hell.trying to move on 2 da next minute seems to kill mi.thanked god ive got crys n vick to b dere 4 mi.i tink i shall not be tat possesive n learn to let go a lil. tings will stil b fine n sweet wif dat lil trust given. my dear boy. do u kno ure my love of my life? i was just so sure tat i cud tatooed his name on mi. cos even if anitink were to happened,it'l stil b w mi; forever.

when 4 strikes n tts equal to mi knocking off from work,, i felt better cos he came down to simei for an interview,or shal say job hunt. okay. aft tt went off w him to tampines,, we seems to b fine.nothing seems to b running badly. actually wanted to catch a movie,but in de end had cafe cartel instead.another feast frm boy.



aft tt we had fun n stuff. whad happened las nite doesnt seems to b appearing..mayb due to his presence.


I;m glad tt tings r finally fine. i do wanto treasure him even more n give him d trust. up coming 2 yrs of love is nvr fake. i truely beleive in us.

<3*my one&only; love of ma' life.- teo jerrome -.

last sunday=)


Ours. over da months..


many years.


surprisingly not mani pics were taken yst nite ad cocolatte. and even if i took,dey looked lik shit.so i'l rather nt post em'. hahhas. okays. sooo.. everyting wasz OKAY only. got high cos of d' music , but its lik so small. when we entered. we were lik.."dots".. waited for lik 11 b4 al da dancing started.. hahhas.. ok a day to rememb w mani differ of dem. even those tat had nvr danced b4 or lik listened to rnbs started to shake. hahas. okay.
left ard 230+ den walked to nearest coffeeshop to hv our supper.mmM.. aft tt ken sent us home. not our homes but crys's. hahha.slept ad her guest room. =)slack chatted laughed till 5 b4 our eyes shut..

more dancing 2 cum alon..=)))

actually i've quite a no. of pics to update but don't know why ive not been doin so. im reallly lazy even to update or pluck in the cable to transfer. wad happened to me?! -.-''
anyway, went out with bf on sunday to towning, didnt got myself alot but had a gr8 time w him lazyingg ard,tking pics n havin fun(; lols. we had thai express for dinner n tat was his treat for mi as a pressie on our 21st month. wOo.~ aft that we've tis fruit float. wahah.=) missing it right nw la..haha.. n we finally took neoprints aft XyZ days . da las neos tkn was on my birthday which was on feb. haha. long man ~ time's great havin him ard. hhhaaa.

partying tmr, YEAH la. even tho many said tt cocolatte scuk. as in veri small, but tink its ok cos its ma' first visit derefore it hadnt had disturbed mi. bf onie gona join mi like 11+ cos hes having his grad nite ad blablabla hotel. hoHo.:d

currently had a small arguement w him n it seems tat im owas da one who have to hong him n tts scuky lah cos overall im a girl..argh.

woo hi all im back(; not been updating for quite lon..lol.. lazi ~ wonder why can some bloggers type everydae..=.= okie so... MY BF IS FINALLY FREE FROM O'S . !! hoho. same as crys ; D
hahas... gooood gooood=D hehs. hmMm.. haf been busy working..lazi n tired..kinda miss those without working days~ argh.. skatings..WOO..im in to skating lately..shall get a pair soonn=)
so.. yst was jrhp's 21st month..hohO.. :d hwever we didnt geddo mit due to his chemistry pp. ;( but its okie..we still met aft 5 days . tts LONGG ~~~~

YAY; partying next weeeeeeekkkkk;))))
gona go get partying stuffs. HOHOHO.

goood luck to those taking o's lvl tis cuming 2 weeks especially people like my boy, crys& mong...& maybe her bf. hoho. meeting girls tmr @ sy's chalet. tat was a great opportunities to c my gfs =) hehe. happy birthdae to sy to0(:

boy recent v sweeT(:
nvr had he said dese sweet stuffs=)

felt v blissed and blessed..=)
i hope , really hope these goes on...

gona wait for o's to end...
i 'll wait der..(:

MUACKS to eu.

ps : i promise i wun walked away like i did. i promise i'll treasure even more.. i promise..

happily ever after..=)


working working working ; busy working aaaa..
& Tats a lil tiring . hohO.
but its okay=)

Anyway i miss my girlfrens;d
hope dey miss mi too;D

happying wif ma' boi recently; & hope we'll remain tis 4ever(;
loves;prince `

hoho people im here agn -) anyway,, a piece of good news.. & tat is that, i've been hired ! among many interviewers . , opps interviewers ; tis word exsist ?! okie nvm, ive been chosen ! and thats kinda a surprise .= ) so currently working @ .. East p0int (simei) #o2-31 drop by and gao kuan k ? tat is a new opened shop . i beleive its stil not known by othrs yet. . EP nw many new shops.. perhaps its gona b a new shopping paradize for da east ? well ; hope so (:
i lyke d' new shop n i enjoy workin even tho today was da first day worked only. i knew i gona love it bcos, first - i luv to put accessories into tiny bags , sealed em' tog n say , THANK U ; PLEASE COME AGAIN .
second it was ma' first tyme playing with d' cashier thingy n tats reali a gr8 opportunity to learn someting.
Lastly ; i tent d' shop alone and sometimes wif da visit of d' boss n his wife,, i nid not see other people's lian se. tats another great ting ,, hoho

however ,,
my boy is currently mugging wif his olevels.. wish him faster faster end=( cos im hating to misssss you lyke shit everyday . baobei bibi ; p r i n c e ` !!! =c

omg .. i am bored. SO boreds. yst stayed home d' whole day n slept like mayb 3/4 of da time.. it was d' first day of bloody dae n perhaps tats d' reason why im listless n lazy. so i got better today but nothing's up.no one came to jio mi outs >.< again ="(">he can acc mi . so is cryst . aww~
i;m currently jobless la. sians.

we used tu hang out wif only a bunch of peeps.
but as we grew,
people changed & geddo know more peers
gradually hang ard w differ people
and soon after
they neglect the old ones.

__ own experience .

20th0ctober2006.- the happy marriage of msquekjingjia & mrleeqinbin ("v")

early birds in d' hotel -




ma' mommy & bride ( :


whn marching in..AND..yummm.....seh....






hunks of da night.





jerrome&hongping of da' night -




a pretty day to remember ..


okay have been looking forward 4 tis day for god knows hw long..and it finally arrived and ends jus like a blink..sad tho..but gathered many beautiful memories n people. to c "Peace" was da greatest achivement..
my b0y joined mi on tis particular night and got da privillage to enjoy " Hong zuO" .. hahaha..=) anyway it was a pretty night n i hope dere will be another chance to gather lik tis again..=)

chinese customary 19th october 2006...
("V") Jingjia .a.n.d. Qinbin ("V")










awws~ she will be dearly missed by us.
saw ahma's and her reddy almost dropped teary eyes.. make mi worse.. mk mi feel lyke tearing as well. she've been living wif us eversince young ..grandma and mom were da ones who sh0wer her da most care and she'l definitely turned to my mom instead of hers... whn i nid or wants anyting she will or might geddit for me so..shes closed to mi as well..so nw w/o her presence in bedok will be a lil awkward. i'm afraid i'll miss her =(

we can never run along with the speeding tyme .. precious moments definitely end like a blink ... however life stil moves on.. seriously i do hope tat tyme can remain still like this 4ever..

Jie..i wish u happiness dao lao..

HAPPY birthday miss teo JERMAYNE (:





HAPPY twenty MONTHS to JERROME&HONGPING (:






loveya 4ever,,,=)

lalala.haha.boliaos.=) errr. waiting for da weeeekends tu arrive man=) hehs. hvnt been shopping lehs.. sigh. duno when wil haf da chance-.-..perhaps soon ba cos cousin's weddin is ard da corner=) anyway. nth much today..took ahma to visit da doctor ad hougang and aft tat went to boy's hse. geddo mit him awhile onie as he had tution aft tat. La,,,,some Random picsics=)






lalas.luv ya darlink and my grandma=) muackkks.

boy pls relax urself even tho olvls is ard da corner.tk millions care & i'll owas be here for ya..jus a phone call away+) i luv yous.